Self-forgiveness 2-13-09...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to continue playing video games, all day to escape from my own true self and this game we call "life." I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the information of the Desteni material to speak for me, instead of applying in practically in my life... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get stuck in only attaining knowledge and thinking it will help my process... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to beLIEve that Bernard and Sunette are more enlightened than myself... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live in separation and beLIEve I am separate from everything... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel the need to just be lazy and play it "cool" like I will get this process done some day.... Instead of doing it "NOW." I forgive myself for always looking into the future and not focusing on the "NOW." I forgive myself for looking back at the past as well... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing my mind to race and exist in polarity... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe playing video games is what "fun" is defined by my beliefs... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be stuck in my own little world of opinions and beliefs... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be dictacted on what to do by others... I forgive myself for drinking two nights ago and wanting to get a good buzz.... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe in "love" at first sight... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to doubt the desteni material and hold high regards about the desteni message... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get lost in the message and have more questions arise than answers... I forgive myself for not using common sense in some cases... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to still hold on to fears, doubts, worries, and what not...

More to come..