Self-forgiveness for 2-28-09...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder in my mind... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder about the past and future... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder what will happen when I die and crossover... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder how will I die... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have beliefs of aliens, demons, etc... I forgive myself for wondering if, aliens still exist... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder if, I'll still have the same friends... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder if, I will have a lot of money when I'm older... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder what if, the New World Order happens... I forgive myself for having beLIEfs of heaven and hell... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to beLIEve my friends will not like my new true self... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder what people will think of my blog and how they will react... Especially, my family members and friends... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder if, I'll lose more weight and go back to my old slender self... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to beLIEve I have a soul... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to beLIEve my dog and I will never be separate... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder if, people will find out my secrets... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing beliefs to shape the way I act and think... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing opinions to get me to react differently towards people... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel guilty for sleeping with my friends ex girlfriend... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to sleep with my friend's ex girlfriend... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to look back at the past and worry about the past... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to worry about the future... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder what I am going to post on my blog... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to behave differently around my friends, family, and society... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel inferior...