Self-forgiveness on the way I perceive the way I look...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as fat... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as good looking... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become obssessed with the way I look... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become judgmental on the way I look... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to beLIEve I must look good to get a job or to fit into this society... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to beLIEve others see me as fat... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing others judgments on the way I look, to make me feel good or like shit... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing my own beauty demon system to run my life... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to beLIEve the lie that we need to always look good and good looks are everything... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become brainwashed by the media as how to look...