Self-forgiveness for 3-9-09...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become upset with the people that work for x-box 360... Since, they still sent me back an x-box 360 that doesn't work... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel anger towards the people that work for xbox... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel down for not be able to play my xbox 360... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wonder if, my friend Dixie thinks I'm good looking or not... I mean what good does that do for me to wonder about such egotistical bull shit... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to show Dixie a picture of myself and my twin, so she could see how good my brother and I look... I'm so still into my beauty demon system... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become stuck in the polarity system of beauty and ugliness... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to masturbate to porn once again... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to repeat cycles of abuse of anger, resentment, and hypocrisy for looking at porn... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think I'm above others especially people like Hitler... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see Hitler as inferior to me... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel demons never deserved to get transcended from the demon dimension... The same I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel Hitler doesn't deserve to be equal and one to me or anyone else... I forgive myself for not standing up for equality and oneness... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear demons and Hitler... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge people that are serial killers as people that are evil and not worth the time of the day and deserve to get the worst treatment... This makes me realize I am just like the serial killer... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel bad for not having a job still... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel worthless for not having a job... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think I'm only doing this blog as a front(as in putting on a show) that I'm taking this process seriously... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become frustrated with my own process of forgiveness... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think all thoughts that arise from my CONsciousness are false or delusions... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel superior over others, because I follow my own process of self-honesty, self-forgiveness, and equality-oneness...