Self-forgiveness for past relationship...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be angry with my ex g/f for calling me a nut job... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel inferior towards my ex... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing my ex g/f to be in charge of me... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge my ex g/f and think she is a bitch... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to call my ex g/f fat... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think my ex g/f is homely looking... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think my ex g/f's ass was the only good thing she had going for her, looks wise... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe my ex g/f was a slut... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to lie to my ex g/f... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to behave differently around my ex g/f... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to call my ex g/f names...