Self-forgiveness on not getting the job...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get a speeding ticket a while back, so now the driving agency won't let me drive for them... Since, I had to have a clean driving record for the past 3 years... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get angry at myself and the driving company... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become frustrated with myself for not getting the job... I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel depressed for not getting the job...