Sitting around all day being lazy and watching basketball...

Well, I had another real productive day.. LOL I'm just joking... I basically sat around all day doing nothing, just watching basketball all game... I was on the internet for a little while as well too... I actually wasn't really bored... I mean I had periods of boredom, but it really didn't last that long... I was getting into the basketball games and what not... Wishing one team would win over the other... Even though I've never heard of these schools.. I'd get a little bit upset if, the team I wanted to win would lose, but I got over it... Or if, the team I wanted to win won, I'd be a bit happy... So, I need to work on releasing my emotions with self forgiveness... I did do something useful though.. I cleaned out the kitty litter... I also fed the cats and gave them water.. I also, fed and gave the bird water... So, I guess I wasn't lazy all day... lol I like just chillen... I'm going to miss just relaxing all day and what not... I'm especially going to miss playing with the cats... So, I need to do self forgiveness on not being able to relax and play with the cats... I've kicked my habit of drinking all the time.. So, I'm doing fine in that way... I mean I haven't quit drinking all together.. I've just don't drink as much as I use to... By not drinking as much as I use to, I don't have that many negative thoughts... I also, don't ever have suicidal thoughts... I don't even wonder what it would be like to die... So, that's going quite well for me... I'm being more honest with myself as well... I don't take money from my parents anymore... I don't use the money they give me to get high on drugs on anything like that either... I haven't looked at porn in about a good 2 weeks now... I'm home alone a lot during the day, so that's pretty good for me... I me I feel tempted sometimes, but I know it's not worth the time of the day... Well, all I did all day was drink pop sit on my ass and watch sports... I felt at ease just chillen and being lazy... I know I need to get my ass in gear soon though... Because I'm going to try to become a prison guard... So, I need to get back in shape and what not... I need to do self-forgiveness on that as well... I'm worrying about how the job will be and how I will do... Well, that's all I have to say about my "exciting" life ... LOL

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